Monday, December 27, 2010
When you were young cover
my best friend sent me this video
and it took a good... 2 days to load
(thankyou snow storm)
however- i think it was well worth the wait
give it a listen here
and it took a good... 2 days to load
(thankyou snow storm)
however- i think it was well worth the wait
give it a listen here
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
dear blog world
if a certain renshaw loved me
she would say ''i want your cuddles, bring them to me''
but alas she has a new best friend and lover.
let this be known, i dislike you miss renshaw. you suck.
she would say ''i want your cuddles, bring them to me''
but alas she has a new best friend and lover.
let this be known, i dislike you miss renshaw. you suck.
procrastisanta?
Since I am still not done with my christmas present creations... im going to think about things i want
for christmas. any thing. that does not. involve. decoupage. if i decoupage one more thing today i am going to rip my god damned eye balls straight from the socket.
for christmas. any thing. that does not. involve. decoupage. if i decoupage one more thing today i am going to rip my god damned eye balls straight from the socket.
yeah that about sums it up folks.
Monday, December 20, 2010
life
me: so wait. why'd you break up with him?
her: so i could cuddle with all my friends
...and kiss them
me: this is true.
her: so i could cuddle with all my friends
...and kiss them
me: this is true.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Stereomood.com
This is in fact my mood as of this moment.
Of course, that is because i am from Bohemia.
Duh.
Stereomood Mission;
''behind every song there's always an emotion. we don't know why but maybe that's why we love music.
so we've created a way to suggest songs that follow your feelings: stereomood is the emotional internet radio, providing music that best suits your mood and your activities.''
stumbling again
you have to read this.
The world is meaningless, there is no God or gods, there are no morals, the universe is not moving inexorably towards any higher purpose. All meaning is man-made, so make your own, and make it well. Do not treat life as a way to pass the time until you die.
Do not try to "find yourself", you must make yourself. Choose what you want to find meaningful and live, create, love, hate, cry, destroy, fight and die for it. Do not let your life and your values and you actions slip easily into any mold, other than that which you create for yourself, and say with conviction, "This is who I make myself".
Do not give in to hope. Remember that nothing you do has any significance beyond that with which imbue it. Whatever you do, do it for its own sake. When the universe looks on with indifference, laugh, and shout back, "Fuck You!". Rembember that to fight meaninglessness is futile, but fight anyway, in spite of and because of its futility.
The world may be empty of meaning, but it is a blank canvas on which to paintmeanings of your own. Live deliberately. You are free. Existentialist on Jan 12, 2010 @ 00:45
The world is meaningless, there is no God or gods, there are no morals, the universe is not moving inexorably towards any higher purpose. All meaning is man-made, so make your own, and make it well. Do not treat life as a way to pass the time until you die.
Do not try to "find yourself", you must make yourself. Choose what you want to find meaningful and live, create, love, hate, cry, destroy, fight and die for it. Do not let your life and your values and you actions slip easily into any mold, other than that which you create for yourself, and say with conviction, "This is who I make myself".
Do not give in to hope. Remember that nothing you do has any significance beyond that with which imbue it. Whatever you do, do it for its own sake. When the universe looks on with indifference, laugh, and shout back, "Fuck You!". Rembember that to fight meaninglessness is futile, but fight anyway, in spite of and because of its futility.
The world may be empty of meaning, but it is a blank canvas on which to paintmeanings of your own. Live deliberately. You are free. Existentialist on Jan 12, 2010 @ 00:45
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
things that mean nothing that actually mean something
While stumbling, i saw this poem.
Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there, I do not sleep I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there. I did not die.
Mary Elizabeth Frye
i have known every line since i was ten
Monday, December 13, 2010
Do you know what
Would be really really awful...
if by chance i started stumbling
and stumbling
and stumbling
til i couldnt stop
and then i realized i didnt do my art management midterm
OH WAIT- THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN DONE AND I COULD BE STUMBLING HAD MY PARTNER NOT GONE M.I.A TEN MINUTES BEFORE BATTLE.
ehem.
not that im annoyed or anything.
Alas- i will return to 8tracks to listen to the "relax its just finals" mix.
http://8tracks.com/clarabellee/relax-it-s-just-finals-mix
if by chance i started stumbling
and stumbling
and stumbling
til i couldnt stop
and then i realized i didnt do my art management midterm
OH WAIT- THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN DONE AND I COULD BE STUMBLING HAD MY PARTNER NOT GONE M.I.A TEN MINUTES BEFORE BATTLE.
ehem.
not that im annoyed or anything.
Alas- i will return to 8tracks to listen to the "relax its just finals" mix.
http://8tracks.com/clarabellee/relax-it-s-just-finals-mix
Sunday, December 12, 2010
procrastination
while i should have been doing my paper i decided to give into my newest addiction-
stumbleupon.com
oh my lord the things this site has done to me-but it has also sparked a new love for margaret atwood
You Fit Into Me
Margaret Atwood
You fit into me
like a hook into an eye
a fish hook
an open eye
stumbleupon.com
oh my lord the things this site has done to me-but it has also sparked a new love for margaret atwood
You Fit Into Me
Margaret Atwood
You fit into me
like a hook into an eye
a fish hook
an open eye
Friday, December 10, 2010
Thursday, December 9, 2010
shes not a monogamous lesbian.
I used to think forever was a really long time, recently even
I had this idea of the rest of time as taking too long, too slowly, but im realizing now that the rest of my life is really close. Grasping the concept of not coming home is harsh. Holding the idea of being on my own is trumping me. The fact that my video is not loading is going to drive me insane.
finals week is ripping me in two.
pancake madness here i come.
I had this idea of the rest of time as taking too long, too slowly, but im realizing now that the rest of my life is really close. Grasping the concept of not coming home is harsh. Holding the idea of being on my own is trumping me. The fact that my video is not loading is going to drive me insane.
finals week is ripping me in two.
pancake madness here i come.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
still i long for a better day
I wish it wasnt too cold to smoke a cigarette.
I wish i was asleep.
I wish i had ivory tips... what ever that means.
I wish i was asleep.
I wish i had ivory tips... what ever that means.
I just watch the people
Today was my scheduled meeting with Samantha Kirby of the William Morris Endeavor.
How awful would it have been if I missed the train into the city and couldnt make my appointment,
oh wait.
that happened.
BUT every door that closes opens a new one, and I have another appointment tomorrow afternoon in which I have permission to video record her and our interview.
So at the current moment in time, im searching for a straight razor to do hilarious things to my head.
as in im cutting it
yea mayn.
How awful would it have been if I missed the train into the city and couldnt make my appointment,
oh wait.
that happened.
BUT every door that closes opens a new one, and I have another appointment tomorrow afternoon in which I have permission to video record her and our interview.
So at the current moment in time, im searching for a straight razor to do hilarious things to my head.
as in im cutting it
yea mayn.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
my weekend
was really interesting... so my video did not get made, and my paper did not get written, and it is finals week and I am interviewing Sam Kirby of the William Morris Agency on tuesday.
My. Life. Is. Complete.
dream job.
distractions a funny thing.
And now dear blogging world, i leave you to write about philosophers for whom i do not care.
My. Life. Is. Complete.
dream job.
distractions a funny thing.
And now dear blogging world, i leave you to write about philosophers for whom i do not care.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Lets get down to business
We all know im charming- so charming in fact that i can do this to my head and it wont look bad at all.
No but really, it will happen. In the mean time how ever, im going to miss car rides in the cold air while she pulled my hair to tell me where to turn, when cigarettes were scarce and sacred, when blankets and borders were all that mattered- back before my Ida Maria cd skipped, when my speakers were still usuable. To days hiking miserably through the hot woods as the young bloods catch us tanning pants less. Its your turn to cut my hair on top of the world under the stars as the circle of life plays. my love for mackenzie
No but really, it will happen. In the mean time how ever, im going to miss car rides in the cold air while she pulled my hair to tell me where to turn, when cigarettes were scarce and sacred, when blankets and borders were all that mattered- back before my Ida Maria cd skipped, when my speakers were still usuable. To days hiking miserably through the hot woods as the young bloods catch us tanning pants less. Its your turn to cut my hair on top of the world under the stars as the circle of life plays. my love for mackenzie
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