You should have just asked
You were all I ever wanted
Phone calls past four in the
Morning when the sun is just
About to rise and I am finally
Closing my eyes
And I romanticize- I day dream
Or at this point I just plain dream
That you rang because your
Falling asleep thoughts
Let you think your way over
To me
You could have just asked
You were all I ever wanted
Still at any distance
I would go any distance
From point a to b
To c and z
I would follow or lead
Or think these awful things
Because in truth
We are platonic
You and I, I suppose
If one were to put us on paper
But I've got all these dreams
And you still take her
To your room to sleep
Or maybe you finish up
And have her leave
You wouldn't do that to me
I wish you had just asked
You were all I ever wanted
And I don't know what you are now
Or who you have become
Or even if that someone is different
From the someone I guess I loved
You suggest summer
And I accept nonchalantly
While my insides rise and I
Am sick to my stomach
But my heart can not stop beating to rest
I think about how you disgust me
And how I want to rip your heart from your chest
