nineteen
and your eyes gleam
i miss you
but you dont notice
and i dont need to
know where you are
tonight, tomorrow, the day
after, you never stay long enough
to leave in the morning
I want to cook you dinner
and make you smile
you want to lead me on
for the longest while
you wont talk if
you dont want me
and you stopped
so i know
and you have her
so i let go
but i dont
and i still wish to move
half way around the world
to be with you
pull the pillow over my head
no reason to get out of bed
i dont want to finish this poem.