My Roommate On Break Ups

"Matt I swear to god, if you friendship break up with Desiree right now, I will pin you down with my legs, and force the bong water down your throat. The anger flowing in my blood will give me the strength of one thousand men."

4099

Remember when you used to
Love me like rain on a day
That you wanted to go out
Pouring from the sky
So you never leave the house
You used to love me like
Ink pours from a pen
Like lines flow from my head
You used to love me like
Fog on glass, when finger prints
Make hearts, what will you do
When you see the hearts I've
Left imprinted on your car
When you hear the songs I
Wrote just to get you along
When I reach over in the
Middle of the night and
Grab nothing but air
Thats when I know you'll
Want me there
I miss you
Of course
If I didn't that'd be stupid
I'll survive
Of course
I'm not what you make of me
I'm not this weakness
You think I might be
So go ahead
Give up
Just leave
When 2 am hits
And you still cant sleep
Roll over in bed
Reach for me

104

Tooty baby
Come home
I know we didn't match
But I thought we were happy
I feel lied to baby
Duck ponds, whole towns
Malls, stores, beds-
comfort
Lost to you
I told myself this would never happen
I hope I don't fall down that road again
Oh just leave because youre afraid of some addiction
One that didn't even exist yet
yet
No I won't prove you right
Because you weren't
You lost sight
Thought you were dealing with another mind
And I kept saying I was sick of stagnancy
But god damn I am so lonely

1259 wake up write.

What if no one else
Ever loves me as much
As you did when you
Faked it
Did you fake it?
Or did you just fall out
You felt it a little this morning
But I bet you still feel relieved
I guess it's better
I shouldn't want some one
Who doesn't want me
I think at this point
I'm done hurting
I won't ever let
Another man
Do this
To me

1037

I have no idea how I feel
Actually, yes I do
I miss you, but you're relieved
I guess I am too, in a way where
I completely and utterly need you
Need? You said you're not going to leave
Friends? I guess, because I can't have you gone
Completely comforted when she said
"You never leave your exes in the past,
they're still your friends from a different time."

4-30-12 1153

Should i put you on the list of those lost?
It's longer than those who remain
Yours and Lucy's names look so elegant aligned
Like the white on the fence of the yard you want one day
No sleep til' Brooklyn, with you-
So it looks like I'll never see rest again
Not that I was ever too fond of closing my eyes,
As if I were to miss something
Now I wish I had woken earlier
Or that you had stayed up later
One more hour
One more minute
One more kiss
One more moment like this
You in my arms forever
Until the day you fell
Out of love with me
With no one else to fall to
And you don't know what
You want to do
As long as it's not with me
You'll be free, safe, secure
I'll be the same, scared, unsure
You made me promise, you know
That if you forgave me,
I would be forever
I guess since you didn't promise back
(Except for when you did)
That you didn't have to pull the slack
But I wish that you did
I'm sorry for almost every time I yelled
And for taking away Beast and Belle
Or whatever it is you want to call us
With the ever-ringing chorus sing
"I thought, I thought, it was meant to be"

1029

Remember when shit was easy
When the mere sight of you
Didn't make my knees
Weak and my stomach queezy
When I was happy
Oh wait- thats a lie
But I was content
And now its like
Youre on another continent
Too far to make me
Feel safe like you
Usually do
Only you could do